the commonality-will live in faded memory...放开了拳头反而更自由

I guess if any of my buddies see me blogging....you can suspect something is wrong liao.. and you are right!:)

Jay Chou - 失落非主流

失落非主流 - 周杰伦

失落非主流 - 周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着.

在这个时刻.

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.

甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.

我还爱你呐.

伴你断断续续唱着歌.

假装没事了.

时间过了走了.

爱情面临选择.

你冷了却了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.

你用卡片拭写着.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐

我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了

开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐

我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.

要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着.

在这个时刻.

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.

甜蜜散乱了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.

我还爱你呐.

伴你断断续续唱着歌.

假装没事了.

时间过了走了.

爱情面临选择.

你冷了却了我哭了.

一开始的不快乐.

你用卡片拭写着.

有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐

我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了

开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.

我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐

我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.

要怎么停呐

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐.

我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了.

我都还记得.

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐

我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.

要怎么停呐

essential happiness

he said he dont like desserts. gosh, i was so excited abt this, yet...

i doubt he will read this, so freely here i go.

im essentially a happie girl. or most of de time, i chose to be a happie girl.

or rather, whether its genuine happiness, i don give a shit.

even if i only "appear" to be happie, so be it.

or at least i haf the ability to send signals to my neurons to make myself "feel" happie.

its jus basic conditioning which in time to come, will essentialise.

ha! crap theory right!?

i realise thr all these years, he is still the root of nostalgia n baggage of unhappiness.

i wonder why when things were jus so swift n seemed insignificant then yet inscribed all these baggages of emotions in me.

no matter hw i try to let it go, it seemed that time did not fade them away.

i feel soo insignificant in his light. for such attention seekers like me, such feelings are so impt.

we can give freely the benefit of doubt for it makes one feels better.

im sure im not the onli one, prolly one of those, not the first though.

its nt worth the sleepless nites, terrible migraine n distractions at work.

like what dear said, choose simple happiness.

im waiting, aimlessly...

today is 5th august...my birthday

thanks to all the lovely wishes and suprises!

u know, i always say bdays are days when u knw who truely care for u?

i dont need big bday parties, surrounded by constant NON stop sms is gd enuff.

will upload all my pics real SOON!

yohoo!

wonder why i feel sudden sadness dwell.

anyway, its abt choice!! IM A HAPPY GIRL.

i hope he doesnt read my blog, so that i can blog freely...

so excited!

i like this feeling.
cheap thrill.
super high jus by that few words...haaa


im flying to bangkok soon! more pics to come finallie.....

indulging in passion can reallie destress....

no wonder people fall in love.

woohoo!

Loving you....waiting....

loving you is easy cuz you're beautiful

making love with you is all i wanna do

loving you is more than just a dream come true

cuz everything that i do

is out of loving you

la la la…do…lu…ho…

no one else can make me feel

the colors that you bring

stay with me while we grow old

and we will live each day in springtime

loving you has made my life so beautiful

everyday of my life

is filled with loving you

loving you i see your soul come shining thru

everytime that we

ooh i'm more in love with you








*credits to my fav photographer cy..huggies!