farewell@hitachi...SOBS SOBS

haiz,im gg miss u all so much!
i was pleasantly surprised on 31st oct 2005. It is my last day in Hitachi.
Its been 2 long years! I have learn and grown, i guess it is time to move on.
Parting is always difficult, haiz, next time dun be so close !haha
my silly feilou said he fears that i may regret this change in career path.
well i hope i dun, fear of the unknown always exist in everyone's heart.
I will carry the wishes fr my dear folks n face the upcoming storm bravely.
no matter wat, i chose to be where i am now.

deRRicK要加油！

heard fr Shishi that derrick will sign contract with PLAY MUSIC! yeah!deRRicK要加油！加油！ 加油！ 加油！

oN seVEntEeN!?

haha! me n my baby on seventeen!
well, well well! waited for quite some time and its finallie out... we were so eager to look at the pics more than anything! but it did not turn out as well as expected! but who cares! being the commoners (haha), its quite fun to get photoshoots and featured on a mag! all thanks to my dear fren Jas! and my baby has to thank me for this chance of fun , cuz wifout feisty and sassy me(quoted fr the writer), my baby will nt get the chance to knw me! Hiak hiak hiak...for all of you who dun knw, I got to know him at a club and this edition of seventeen tells all abt how we got to knw each other! so go get it!( no no they din pay me any commission to advertise!ha) yah i must admit, they made me uglier than usual and edited the shape of my baby's nose! and the photographer shot my fat thighs! argh ok enuff of complains!

Yes! this is how close we were ! hiak ha ha ha! well, we thought we were mad and crazy but who cares! we paid for the tix leh! so me n Shi decided to go forth and take closer pics and this is our rewards! think derrick was close to tears when the concert ended, sigh HAIZ..............................................

This is me and Shi at the SUPERSTAR CONCERT 2005! * DRUM ROLLS* Well! i must say it was really NOT BAD! for the price we paid and we were sitting at the very 5th row!!!! the best is yet to be, til you see the next picure! hiak hiak hiak!

Chaw Yee and me trying to pose our best before we start the show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, it is just so nice to be working with a fren fr NUS and bring so much nostalgia, not to forget the wit and humor that this guy really brings to everyone! hope his BIG day comes soon! okie by then, I volunteer to be ur emcee la! hiak!

hey hey hey to all! this is my dearest ah si's ROM! and this is de evidence! ha! its a picture of the STAR COUPLE and jue due HOSTs! ha! hope ah si and hui ge dun think we screw it all up! nice picture captured by my ah drick!

Derrick u are still my super star!

sobs sobs sobs...those who think that im overaged tobe a fan laugh at me ba!
but im still upset man!
depressed!

Dark Alley in Hong Kong

HEY TO ALL FRENZ!

I am bac from my beloved HONG KONG!
OOPS, National Day coming liao, how can I say that ! haha (><)v

any way, the pic on the right shows one of the many dark back alleys in HK, in the midst of their concrete Jungle....

okie i admit I am a sua khoo, take such pictures.... and its true that many hongkies thinks im mad!hahaha bleh!

Awwwww...2 haha=p

Awwwww....

在你心目中，我是句号，问号还是感叹号？

heh heh gt inspired by this famous silly movie on sunday night.

have we ever asked our loved ones, what do we represent to them?

the final stop? that ends meekly,routinely,safely in a contented traditional fashion.

questions.ambiguity.doubts.fears.uncertanities."i juz dunch knw" kinda answer.

or full of pleasant surprises, shock, screams!

as i told many frenz, the definition of the different punctuation depends very much on the individual.

hence, time to make your guess n pose this qn to him/her!?

(^@^)

他说我是他的句号，但我愿我是他的感叹号。。。
他说我是他生命中的终点，为何我还那麽的不知足。。。。

depressed

im born to suffer on earth, so why shd man still procreate...

厭世的な

....

Dining wif e kNIght @ OlivE tRee...



this is me n knight derrick @Olive tree...hmm seafood...but nt dat fantastic afterall..check out his new british inda top! fr me!ouch** on pocket..but look damn brillant!v(^ *)v

ever heard of brown roses?

Okie I admit, I'm reallie bored, its been raining the whole 3 days! hmm when will these tears ever stop flowing? when there are still beautiful things ard so dun freat ya!check these out man! this is the 1st bouquet of flowers my knight.kinda surprise cuz never tot he will reallie buy them! ha..guess wat these are acutallie brown in color! brown roses! hmmm, nevertheless, i tink i made them beautiful! aint they!

Xmas gd buy!

http://photos.friendster.com/photos/93/58/2208539/8625998330544l.jpg

cherish item 3: silly happiness==>wearing my xmas gd buy on a new yrs eve! ha women,,, u knw why we nd a women's card. nwadays our egoism soared so much tt e nd to distinguish ourselves becomes inevitable, ha, wateva i love SHOPPIN! muacks!**

CHERISH item 2: cmon dun tink its the diamonds la. i wanna cherish this diamond giver hahaha!some how feel dere's an obligation to post this xmas pressi m(' ")m 

CHERISH item 1 : h0Ney baBY! 

unknown 2005

hey HAPPIE NEW YEAR TO ALL BELOVEd!

ha its time to blog b4 my frenz says i write too little on my blog!
thanks to all who read this some stewpig bloggi of mine!

well i haf no RESOLUTIONS this year...why..
cuz i always make alot but it realli din seem to work out..

am i too lazy? no determination? no fighting spirits? no motivation?

or have i learnt to be too easliy contented?in the past I used to be so envious of pple who are so easliy contented cuz i tink i cant. Im greedy of ambitions, but maybe becuz pessismissim has mellowed me .

Being resigned to fate= easily contented?

anyway its a quiet xmas n new year for me. wonder wat it depicts? a quiet 2005?
well we always fear the unknown, don we all.

I always carry with me a cynical laugh at the tot of End of the World. But now, i fear.

its nt the fear of its end, but the fear of losing what I have nw. I fear my own cynism when become reality will be laughing at me one day.

Seriously note to all: Cherish.

I dont wanto die without tellin my loved ones how much i love them.

SIGH okie lets not all get depressive sia!(^ ^)v

Its a new year! hope its a new beginning! beginning of the end? or end of the beginning.

Ganbatte neh!