背叛。。。。。

歌曲：背叛
曲:曹格
词:阿丹 邬裕康
编曲:涂惠源

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

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被姐妹们感染到了啦！歌词大战！哈哈哈。。。。
最近很喜欢的一首歌曲，其实很想知道大家对背叛的定义是甚么？
到底对爱情的背叛如何清清楚楚划清界线？

思想上的背叛真得比生理上的背叛罪名少多了吗？
但若连那一丝罪恶感都没有，到底证明了甚么？
是对爱情的不忠，还是沉醉在逃避的幻想世界里。
或，证明了他对我的溺爱已麻木了我对他的爱情。

是我背叛了对他的感情，还是背叛了自己。。
背叛了这几年来细心灌溉的这一下份爱情。

我真的不希望你有一天会发现到我对你的茅盾。

blog abt my ex..........=p

okie, not very advisable to put up such a yummie l00kin like dish in the middle of the night!

my tummy is yelling at me! argh..... but i cant help but put this up....it l00ks too yummie to delete fr my digi ha.

grateful nothing but filled with gratitude!!! and of cuz this gratitude oozes with touched feelings.

she is so bloody nice! ha. im such a easily satisfied woman.argh hate myself man....

this is given by ah ri's mummie! her fren went paris, bought some bags for her and she ordered one bag for me and ah ri's brother's gf! complex? no la, read again, very easy one !ha =p

its ah ri's bro's gf's bday....but still don reallie nd to buy for me also mah....*touched*

tho maybe its a 顺便thing or trying to not be UNFAIR but still! such little act of concern MELTS ME straight away!

see DERRICK GOH! its nt that difficult to please me can!?

cant believe your mum knws betta! muhaaaa!

( bet he is never gg read my blog *phew*)

p.s okie i mus admit, being bitchy me, start to scrutinize the wallet so much that i was caught red-handed by the mummie!

sorrie auntie don be offended la!

i mean its fr paris mah! in case ur fren cheat u! ha =p

frenz who are GUCCI lovers help me decipher if this is real?

i wanted to take more pics but lousi me ha this is the best i could.

it reallie l00ks real but pretty cheap for this size.

according to aunite goh, its abt 180bucks!

something liddat prolly cuz like erm 300-400 in sing?

tink this is old design. but CLEVER auntie bought it in PINK!!!

I LOVE U AUNTIE GOH!!!

OKIE FOLKS LISTEN Up!

I DID NOT BREAK UP WITH MY AH BOY HOR.....

erm *peace peace*

no throwin of smelly eggs ar!

i mean okie i mus admit, my silly preivous two post sounds abit erm too serious?

but cant help it lah! i mean emotions jus gets the betta of me mah!

if control den will dio 内伤one!

muhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. erm *sweat*

also its 真情流露喔！

hmmm liddat hor, ask me how are things...

hummm , also dunno wat to reply. i mean what am i suppose to say.

lame things like, "no lah, things are fine now?" or " we patched up?"

REALLIE LAME HOR.

i mean lame cuz its rathering meaningless replyin to a stagnant situation.

tsk, dunno wad i mean?

i also dunno wad i reallie wanto put across. hopefullie someone understands ya.

another lame thing

me and ah si aka xiao xin aka xinyi are on a race.

we just finish our forthnightly 爱琴海concert, now too high to sleep.

thus we are on a competition of blogging....

apparently someone has won ya....

fine HUMP!

i shall keep my LOVE a secret ....

卖个馆子！( ah si , issit 错字？)

i wanto blog more la, but bit tired...soon ya folks....

till den, cya.....

ha, i wanto blog abt my ex leh,shit......oops!

hiak hiak hiak

心理变态。。。。。

有时候，总觉得自己心理好变态。。。哈
总喜欢沉浸在很悲伤很悲伤的心情。(SELF -PITY ...You know)
可能是想给自己一个可怜自己的机会。 也可能是沉浸已久的浪漫主义又在不觉之中掘起。

哎呀，人家的华文程度退步了啦。。 看不懂，或瞄到错别字的华文老师们多多包涵哦！

我是个可怜虫吗？
不，我其实还很幸福，我有很多好朋友，很多死党。
一想起这些可爱的姐妹们，真开心。 你们看！
你们是我的绝对SUPERSTAR!

想起他，还是很不甘愿，很不开心，不喜欢落泪。
我不想面对他。

长大了，那么老了。
其实，爱情也不过如此。就好像阿寺说的跟谁在一起终究是一样的。
依旧会淡化，我能挽救那把爱情的火花吗？
我还爱他吗?

有分手后的感觉．．．．．．

真奇怪．

为甚么，感觉就好像刚分手后．
有甚么好心痛的嘛．．．

希望你能看到我写的一切．
我知道你不会．

希望你睡得很好，不知道我在痛．
我知道明天的我就不会哭了．
可是悲伤应该放哪儿．．．

惊喜。。。。

等了很久，才等到今天。
三年了，好不容易啊。

真得那么不值得珍惜吗？

我特地请了假，为了就是能把自己打扮得美美的。
因为平时的我，为了工作，就一直忽略了他。
今早特地到了姐姐的家，做了好好吃的Muffins。
我进步了！
但，我相信此刻的他，一定还没吃到半口。

我真得输了。
感情变得好木纳．不，是我，是我变得好木纳．
今天的我没跟他吵，我只是静静的在等待．
我的惊喜一定在后面．
我不能在今晚发脾气．

我真得真得很失望．
我不能在他的面前哭，他一定会生气．
我只能在这里，对你诉苦．
谢谢你听得到我的心中的雨天．

好一个惊喜．

a shot of my happie day in 2006

@ NYDC, celebratin junz bday beside a xmas tree! its jun junz bday! have not been feelin happie for such a long time oredie.... finallie as we all get so consumed by the daily life routines , we slowly let age outrace us subconsciously. Caught "red-handed" evidence of chaw yee feedin jun jun! adrian scared ant! haaaa, doubt it!=p










check out the starry backgrd, hard to tell we were actuallie all fightin hard with our perspiration!
almost fell in love with chaw yee.............................................................'s camera, totallie haf a slimming effect!

学走路....

Just a quick one here!
cant wait to upload her pics cuz she is learning how to walk when she is onli less than 9 mths old! haa , okie la with the help of a chair but still cool! way to go my baby!
also, for folks that have seen my baby pic, seriously it's such a stark resemblance of me when I was one! a shot of me singing "marikita ya ya singapura sa...." with hair , very little hair standing! haaaa!I shall dig it out n scan it n load it up!
yeah!

don forget my new fav candie eye sharlotte law le qi!

last but nt least i haf to put the beauty of my life now, sharlotte law's pic!
tell me she looks like me k! im okie with that..ha!

somemore to go! reneesz bdae todae!

happie berthdae renee! my dearest mokky yong yong! haaaa! my darlin angel! hope u haf a great bdae! folks check out the top that we bought for her! we are so glad she loved it, way to go ger! u played wonderfullie on the piano on stage! too bad i cant take a pic man!
okie its weird that we r takin pic outside service but who cares la!
check out still gt pastor's pic popping out! haaa!

may all the 25 yr old babies still look as young as 18!

update 一下下。。。哈！

Dear folks, before I kena complain I shall update my blog. haiz sometimes its quite a hassle cuz im a very lazy person. i like to put pictues cuz a picture paints a thousand words, so i don haf to write too much! muhahahahaha! here it goes, first show u all my berthdae pic, long awaited belated bday celebration with my bexties:
3 of us tring so hard to squeeze our fat fat face in the camera, heres the results!
ice-cream bday "cake"haaa.
even @ 25 we still insist on singng the sacred berthdae song!

my lovely ladies.......................ha!

三朵金花..........................

Pictures

Thanks to ah si, she once taught me the reason why she always take so many pictures.
Tis is in preparation for occassions when good old frens come tog or when u are at retirement, u wld like to sit down n look at what u did in ur life, in those good old youthful days.
Such a simple fact yet many fail to grasp the true meaning of capturing these moments of happiness. u cant stop them fr leaving but u can save some to savour everytime u look at them, the pictures. Thanks ah si!

jux gian to put pics!

its reallie nt a postcard!

rem the good old days in kiwi land!

finallie lemme announce my reasons for my absence+ 25th day.....

Well FOLKS!

I have been having some probs with my blog! everytime I try to create a post, it got hang!thus, explaining the testing 123 as below as my 证据！哈哈哈！
Its been long! I shall 1st blog abt my dearie berthday day , a wonderful day.

U know folks, I was quite upset on this day, partially affected by WORK and also tinkin that NO ONE REMEMBERS dear old huimin's bday! but to my surprise n blessings! i received many many wishes fr many folks n even unexpected frens! Now i know how it feels to receive blessings on bday fr frenz u nvr knew they rem ur bday!I shall make it a pt to note down as many bdays as i can on my organiser!

As my conso pic has shown, I had a good sinful bday lunchie with family n horrible crystal jade. NEVER dine there if you wish to converse with your family memebers during lunch. cuz u will NEVER HEAR each other! I cant belief this! this one @ suntec is so so noisy! its like a MARKET! but it was good sinful lunchie!

after which we went to highly recomended THAI1827, thanks to ah lian who had her wedding dinner there, if nt i will never knew of such a romantic plac with such good ambience!food was perfectly sinful! i decided to fight agst diet monster n INDULGE on this day! haaaa! GRILLED KING PRAWNS yummie! and the dessert is yummie yummie yummie!


oh yes, pls lemme complain on behalf of ah drick, he ordered these flowers fr FAR EAST FLORIST and 1st the tulips nvr bloomed, 2ndly it looks SO DIFFERENT den the one one the website! nvr order fr them unless u personally knw the manager of far east florist, those folks who knw me long enuff shd knw wad i mean....damn! i feel so painful for my dear ah dirck. spent a bomb yet unpleasantly surprised.

tho this yr with budget constrain, no LEE HWA stones > <> <. in the end, we selected this vintage pendant, i tell u I LOVE IT! tho its nt expensive l00kin ( even tho it is very ex!), I LOVE IT! thanks baby!

also, besides thankin dear old frens who rem my bday n gave me such sweet wishes, my dear ah si and jun jun was so sweet to stay up late with me even if they had to wake up so early the next day! thanks to hui ge too! it goes to show, its nt reallie the celebration, there nd nt be one in fact. its reallie the tots, reallie. no matter wad we do or where we go, i reallie had a great time!
thanks jie mei men! i love u!!!
and hor! the day has begun, the battle agst ageing monster! thanks for providing the warrior with the weapon - Origins Anti Ageing Plantidoe Serum.
I will provide quarterly report with a detailed analysis!

ha ha....haiz....old liao how how how!

testing testing

testing 1 2 3.............

...~诗的秘密花园~...: 难得的HIGH!

...~诗的秘密花园~...: 难得的HIGH!

That one night.......@KTV!

This is the one night of hell lotsa fun!

well done to ah si for "smoothening " out and makes our face so pretty n smooth! yeah! Pretty ah si with her new BANGS! gosh! pls raise ur hands up and agree with me she look like RAINE YANG CHENG LING! *nod nod* >_<

okie dokies folks, all see that i was tryin SO HARD to "gek" a pose, mission failed! haa, ah shi so concentrated sia...wohoo!

relliez back!

Dear all, my beloved bloggers! IT'S BEEN A THOUSAND YEARS!!! haaa, yup I mus admit I am lazy pig. After I've slaved myself to that evil sect( my job), I am too consumed by my work n stress! no life, no time at all. haiz..... BUDDEN! not to worrie! Im leavin that hell place soon! come 8th may is the day of freedom!

Next as you can see above the wind is blowing so strongly, I really suspect I would have been blown and gone in the wind if I did not sit tight in my seat! This is the " Enchanted Island" so to speak. Well, minasan! don be deceived! My unlomantic fool bought some 300bucks tickets on vday to bring me to this "ISLAND" and then to figure out , it is the very "KUSU ISLAND" of Singapore......... diao...wadever, rem? thy new definition of love-contentment..hiak hiak hiak....

Back to the picture above, well jus to present my precious!
reallie startled when I found this box of thing on my bed.
Well I mus say sometimes that unlomantic fool can be sweet as well.
well well, sometimes, you jus have to live in contentment and here I am, savouring my new definition of happiness- contentment.

kena TAGGED again! :(

5 random things about myself:

1) perpetually stressed now ;(

2) trying not to spend so much ! shopping its everywhere! i love xmas! but can i don spend?

3) everyone who knws me calls me the PINK FREAK

4) I MISS HONEY DOGGIE! the love of my life!

5) I cant live without my friends! but I haben been meeting up with them sobs sobs!

Can I don tag pple? Don think I have enuff frens on my lists to TAG!=p ha.

Meme!

7种令我感到害怕的……1. 蟑螂！！！2.失眠 3. 青春痘 4. 没钱 5. 看不到HONEY! 6. 没事做！7. 跟阿力哥吵架

7样我最喜欢的……1. 人：阿力、我的好朋友们，旧同事 ！！周董！Superstar derrick!

2. 嗜好：音乐、逛街、唱歌、看狗狗，跳舞，打Beach Volleyball, 做 DIY Manicure .....

3. 食物： The Cheesecake Cafe 的 Cheesecake!田鸡粥，小辣椒。。。

4. 饮料：白开水，Orange Juice, Meiji 的牛奶（咖啡口味）

5. 颜色：粉红，红， 橙！！！

6.美女：我认识很多美女啦！写不完嘛！

7. 帅哥：我喜欢可爱型的坏男人，这类型的就是我所谓的帅哥啦！

7件房里不可缺的东西……1. 床2. 枕头3. 我的“乌龟”4. 粉红色的东西 5. 护肤品6. 镜子7. 梳妆台

7件我能做的事……1. 常常跌倒，Clumsy(阿力每次都说的）2. 看SCV 的 Channel 54, 51, 21... 3. 每个星期三和星期天都要做脸4. 无所事事时就做DIY Manicure5. 整理衣橱6. 整理后就丢东西！7. 星期天睡到三点！

7件我不能做的事……1. 开车2. 没带手机3. 不用护肤品4. 说广东话5. 打电脑游戏如 CS, War Crath6. 看不到我的狗狗Honey!7. 修电脑

7句常说的话……1. lor 2. win liao 3. wao laoz 4. muahahhaha 5. pls huh 6. 哟哟 7. 我爱dERRICK! HA!