withdrawal symptoms..............

趁现在还年轻，不如勇敢地去尝试。

不要到了最后，才发现最大的错误竟是逃避。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

爱情最浪漫的时候就是你我之间暧昧的那段时间。

超级明星脸

你们看！是不是很神奇？？ 我在无意中发现我的一个帅哥朋友竟然长得像我的新欢偶像吴尊！！！ *晕到*
hmmm, well, 是啦，我承认不是超级无敌像啦。但是，就是有那无法解释的熟悉感。一种莫名的相似。
真得难以解释，你们仔细看好不好。不要敷衍我啦！专心点！
有没有？有啦。就是那种神情嘛。

Mr Mak, don angree huh, its a compliment man! =p

I wanto my blog color to be PINK!

this is sooooooooooooooooooooooo bad!
im reallie angree! third post of the day!
wads up man, just cant save.
nvm, im determined to post no matter wad!
box u.humph!
somethings up with blogspot, just cant post today.

nvtheless, lemme repeat for the third time.

one at a time yeah.

Firstly, my blog color is red! =p
I was saying I happen to chance upon this blog with this post to see what color ur blog should be. Also, kindly put away wadeva doubts u have with regards to how they came abt with the results. I mean the accuracy. I wonder too , jus a feel questions can define the color of ur blog?
well i don care, reallie. sometimes things are jus simple.
as long as they fufill their task, in this case is to satisfy ur desire to know "wad color is ur blog?"
and ta da..... it has completed its task. and as long as they say wad u like to hear, aint that gd enuff? so who cares abt its authenticity, reallie.
anyhow, i wish there were a PINK color tho,ha.

p.s sorrie cant put up the link dunno wad wrong , i will fix it up soon! give IT IDOIT sometime!
aneone who knws , pls help me!

Your Blog Should Be Red

Your blog is full of intensity and passion. You are very opinionated - and people love or hate you for it. You have the potential to be both a famous and infamous blogger.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

relliez back! again! when is ur last puppie love?

Dear all dear all! I am back! yes back! bac after a long long blog "holiday!"

ha, life's been busy since hanamaki is in my life!

but i am sure everyone will agree we love ELLA! she is so darn cute!!

if i were a guy, i will like her too! thus i am reallie for the idea that Wu Zun n Ella are together!! haa. also selfless me has passed on the "poision" to my darlin ah si!!!

haaaaaaa! look at them tog man!wish i had the courage like ella to do things like that.... humm

u see thats the thing about movies n drama. so reflective of the humans' want.

the most absurd things that could happen, happen in the drama.

the things that we've always wanted to do, are accomplished by our fine actors n actresses.

they have fufilled our wishes and fantasies to complete what we all don dare to do, yet dream abt doin it, fantasize abt it comin true. ha.

so escapists like us, totallie love such shows. agree? heh.

im sure u do, jus that u paiseh wanna shuddup =p

well darlin ah si is right! i have watched the show many times, totallie sufferin fr withdrawal symptons now . somebodie help! i even wanted to go taiwan in June to be like "ella"!

i wanto "告白" too! ha. okie im not mad okie, chill la.....
Well, these few days the Lord has been reallie kind to me, showed me lotsa His Grace n Love.

And guess wad in one of my church camp, the Encounter Weekend, my colleague accepted Christ!! Amen, praise the Lord! yeah yeah!

I hope that the Lord will continue to bless each and everyone of you my friends!
esp my darlin buddies, jun jun n ah si! they mus be Angels sent by God.
I mus say sorry for yesterday's Ai Qin Hai's outing.
I showed such bad attitude cuz I was reallie reallie tired n stressed. so consumed by my emotions and work!
Sorrie babes!
But I am so glad I met up with u gers! so happie chaw yee was around too!
Haiz, last but not least, folks who knw me will knw the crazy phase Im in right now.

Well if you were me ,if you have been standing on this stagnant plateau for a long time, if the unknown is so attractive n exciting, wad wld you reallie do?

Ya right, stay put n enjoy ur comfort zone?
u sure this is wad u r tinkin?
or is it jus me, insatiable ?


how now brown cow?........



me lookin so sick n tired cuz of bad migraine! but the food was reallie good! tampinese indonesian restaurant!

谈恋爱的感觉。。。。。

可爱的大家!请尽情享受！Enjoy!
不要想我一样，一遍看美男子，一遍留口水！哈哈！！！！

以下欣赏的是花樣少年少女的片尾曲， 專屬天使 ！！！



对了！大家，我另有心欢了啊！
看着这可爱的美男子，尽然有恋爱的感觉！哦 my God! 把我杀了吧。。。

不要笑我okie....我才不相信哪个看了花样的人不会中毒！hmpf!
虽然有点超龄的感觉，但谁说谈恋爱有限制年龄啊！？

Okie I must confess I will be neglecting my blog the next few weeks!
I will be back yeah!?

Folks who ever who has the Vol 3 of 花样 please lemme know!
I will be eternall grateful to you!!!!
muhahahahahahahh!

冬冬枪！冬冬枪！冬冬枪冬枪冬冬枪！！

Hmmm...HAPPIE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!

猪大家身体健康，万事如意，天天美丽，减肥成功，每星期中TOTO!! YEAH!

Hmm I reallie don like new year leh...esp now that I am totally aging.


The questions get recycled every year.
They should really put it in their hard disk not to ask the same qns man..hmm.


Okie la, the happie thing is that I get to spend more time with my family and my darling "scallop" aka"salad".This year, my darling daddy went "dry swimming" on chu yi night.
So me, wanting to show how muchie I love my mama, decided to bring her to chinatown. and expectedly she got so excited like a little ger! ha, such an irony that I am bringing my mama out now, don wan her to feel lonely@ home .

Okie , expected, LOTSA LOTSA LOTSA PPLE!
So after one street, my mamA was defeated! she surrendered her white flag and wanto U-turn for Lor Ah Soo! Thus I took my evidence as below n left. Of cuz, Mama did not go home empty handed because her "sponsorship" was with her!

It is amazing how pple had so little things to do in their lives in Singapore.
I mean this example below reallie depicts the "Monkey see monkey do culture" in Singapore.


While everyone was crowding around the street, me n mama were so curious and was thinking that there will be some big mega events like "gold " falling or"lucky numbers" falling happening.

But no.

Nope, looking around, nothing of such. But everyone was crowding eagerly, waiting for something to happen.

Hence reallie cutesy mama went forward bravely and tab on an uncle's shoulder and asked in chinese" 嘿！你们在等甚么啊?"

China uncle looked like he has been standing around for quite some time innocently replied
“ erm,我不知道嘞。。。。？？“

wa laos!!!! seriously! Me and mama were abt to burst into a big bitchy discussion n hurriedly escaped from the crime scene!
Boring!!!

Anyway this new year is reallie busy for me and luck is reallie not on my side. So prsssss, no mahjiong or ban luck for me okie? I either break even or win 10 cents, so spare me ya.

PATHETIC!

anyway,Wanto see chio bu?

Okie I admit, this auntie is reallie biased. but I cant help it!she is so freakin sweet okie! but she don reallie like me ...haiz.....depends on her mood!Im such a big fan of hers man.This is my latest desktop wallpaper! somebody teach me how to change my blog wallpaper!!!!!Sometimes I wonder, if i ever ever haf a baby and junior relle don turn out to be as pretty or cute den HOWWWWWWW!!Look Snooch, I reallie don tink flushing it in toilet bowl can help!!!! haaa ( Snooch don box me for blogging this!)
Okie as a form of compensation, lemme post sexy snooch's pic up!

The gang has been subconsciously having this "reunion"activity every Chu Yi.
Thus, religously we met.But everywhere, I mean EVERYWHERE is closed!So, the gang n kind hearted Hui-ge( he kindly took pity on us and volunteered his driving service to us!thanks man!) ended up in a half sleezy n cannot make it K-ster ktv in Lucky Chinatown. oops, don despise us but everywhere is reallie closed!
its kinda scary there with below reasoning:

1. there are scary old men walkin ard
2. the rooms are dark n hot!!(ever heard of ktv rm being HOT!?)
3. the sound system SUCKS BIG TIME!i mean BADLY BIG TIME!
4. they give us dirty cushion n sticky mouse to use
5. we caught a roach, i mean my most hated created THE ROACH!!! tho its small, cmon it appeared after i have eaten half the bowl of chips...DUH!!!

Okie bad enuff hor!? Nvm , we have pretty babes to save the situation + a blooming superstar singing to us in the background. ( pls tune to 心之世界for more details, ha in case she don blog his singing , don box me k? heh)

Darling ah si with fat- faced me!Okie my sisters n messy hair me again! Haiz, I just got to know my 2nd failure! lost to darling ah si in blogging again.
Okie dokie, shall go read her blog n post more pics tom k!

秘密被揭穿。。。。。

惨了啦，秘密被揭穿！！！

How now brown cow????

原来无知的我，秘密已被揭穿！

我是天下第一大笨猪！

你好，阿力哥！*wave frantically* (热情奔放地挥着我的美手!)

Yes, yes, my dearest 阿力哥has been reading my blog!

*faintz* *faintz big time*

嗨。。都怪自己吃东西没抹嘴巴，竟然在人家的电脑留下蛛丝马迹！

Okie 本想把一切斩草除根！毁灭证据！！！！

NO NO I NOT STUPID!

难道要像白吃那般说着 ：“此地无银三百两。。。“

这里没有金hor看什么看！

Okie,nvm 进入主题。。。。

我的情人节算是挺浪漫的喔！

作了浪漫的Aspara Couple Spa后，就是丰盛的韩国料理！超好吃！！！！

勤奋又认真的男人最美丽!!!!

勤奋又认真的为我烹调加80分。

其实，没有期望是好事。往往抱着期望都会被失望给打败。

所以可说是因祸得福啦。

阿力哥是不是学乖了？买了一份连钻石也比不上的珍贵礼物！

Presenting.........Jolly Mah's fren- Black Mah!!!!!

是不是超级口爱！看它那无辜的眼神，我真的想把它吃掉！！！哈哈哈。

Oops, no lah, joking heh.

认识我的人都会知道我一看到超口爱的东西，不分人或物都想把它吃掉!哈哈哈。

讲一讲Black Mah 的来源。

坐在Black Mah的右边的它是Jolly Mah. 你们可不要笑喔， 我不是瞎扯的啦。

它们的Tag上面真的写着Jolly Mah okie, 不是胡乱取的！

粉红色的Jolly Mah是我们在纽西兰所带回来得回忆，本以为只能在纽西兰才能买的到。

想不到它千里迢迢从纽西兰游来到本国！

(okie, disclaimer: I know it's tag shows MADE IN CHINA. but still, can u lemme indulge in my imagination? thanks. heh)

Jolly Mah 是我很喜爱的棉洋，它常让我想起纽西兰的美，想起百多只棉洋

冲向我们的车子的那一画面。

所以Black Mah 真的能牵动我的心！爱死你了！

现在要赶着去买姐姐的生日礼物，今年过年好忙啊！

下Post再见!

ooh don forget! 阿力哥谢谢你的礼物，我真的好开心喔！

你利害！这次你赢啦！

开心又自恋的我!

旧爱还是最美。。。。？

15岁の初恋。。。。

是他让忘了我初恋的伤痕。。。谢谢你！

还以为这段恋情会有结局。。。

他的确是我心中的白马王子，但他不适合我。。

谢谢你对我的厚爱，但我不懂得珍惜。。。
从照片中能感觉我说的是哪个他吗？

猪你情人节快乐！

从没想过今年的情人节会么样过。 也不过是吃吃饭，然后就若无其事的回家。对周围那些爱到无可救药的情人也不把他们放在眼里。
Hmm 心血来潮，决定把创意的脑袋揪出来，做一份礼物给他吧。
Okie 吗？这是我用爱心制作的成果！
虽然不是什么艺术品，但我真的用了心把它完成了。
希望你会喜欢哦！

明晚就让你们知道结果！看这个笨猪会不会再不领情，不识抬举，惹本宫生气！哈哈哈！

旧情人。。。
如果在情人节的时候，一直想着旧情人，咋么办！！！？？？
他也有了对象啊，可是为甚么对我说出那番话。
很不对。。
他真的有想我吗？我才不信！
分开了七年的情人居然问我还记得我们为什么分手，是在当年的这几天内发生的，还记得我们喜欢去哪儿数星星，还记得我送他最后的情人节礼物吗！？

抓狂！！！

背叛。。。。。

歌曲：背叛
曲:曹格
词:阿丹 邬裕康
编曲:涂惠源

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

**********************************

被姐妹们感染到了啦！歌词大战！哈哈哈。。。。
最近很喜欢的一首歌曲，其实很想知道大家对背叛的定义是甚么？
到底对爱情的背叛如何清清楚楚划清界线？

思想上的背叛真得比生理上的背叛罪名少多了吗？
但若连那一丝罪恶感都没有，到底证明了甚么？
是对爱情的不忠，还是沉醉在逃避的幻想世界里。
或，证明了他对我的溺爱已麻木了我对他的爱情。

是我背叛了对他的感情，还是背叛了自己。。
背叛了这几年来细心灌溉的这一下份爱情。

我真的不希望你有一天会发现到我对你的茅盾。

blog abt my ex..........=p

okie, not very advisable to put up such a yummie l00kin like dish in the middle of the night!

my tummy is yelling at me! argh..... but i cant help but put this up....it l00ks too yummie to delete fr my digi ha.

grateful nothing but filled with gratitude!!! and of cuz this gratitude oozes with touched feelings.

she is so bloody nice! ha. im such a easily satisfied woman.argh hate myself man....

this is given by ah ri's mummie! her fren went paris, bought some bags for her and she ordered one bag for me and ah ri's brother's gf! complex? no la, read again, very easy one !ha =p

its ah ri's bro's gf's bday....but still don reallie nd to buy for me also mah....*touched*

tho maybe its a 顺便thing or trying to not be UNFAIR but still! such little act of concern MELTS ME straight away!

see DERRICK GOH! its nt that difficult to please me can!?

cant believe your mum knws betta! muhaaaa!

( bet he is never gg read my blog *phew*)

p.s okie i mus admit, being bitchy me, start to scrutinize the wallet so much that i was caught red-handed by the mummie!

sorrie auntie don be offended la!

i mean its fr paris mah! in case ur fren cheat u! ha =p

frenz who are GUCCI lovers help me decipher if this is real?

i wanted to take more pics but lousi me ha this is the best i could.

it reallie l00ks real but pretty cheap for this size.

according to aunite goh, its abt 180bucks!

something liddat prolly cuz like erm 300-400 in sing?

tink this is old design. but CLEVER auntie bought it in PINK!!!

I LOVE U AUNTIE GOH!!!

OKIE FOLKS LISTEN Up!

I DID NOT BREAK UP WITH MY AH BOY HOR.....

erm *peace peace*

no throwin of smelly eggs ar!

i mean okie i mus admit, my silly preivous two post sounds abit erm too serious?

but cant help it lah! i mean emotions jus gets the betta of me mah!

if control den will dio 内伤one!

muhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. erm *sweat*

also its 真情流露喔！

hmmm liddat hor, ask me how are things...

hummm , also dunno wat to reply. i mean what am i suppose to say.

lame things like, "no lah, things are fine now?" or " we patched up?"

REALLIE LAME HOR.

i mean lame cuz its rathering meaningless replyin to a stagnant situation.

tsk, dunno wad i mean?

i also dunno wad i reallie wanto put across. hopefullie someone understands ya.

another lame thing

me and ah si aka xiao xin aka xinyi are on a race.

we just finish our forthnightly 爱琴海concert, now too high to sleep.

thus we are on a competition of blogging....

apparently someone has won ya....

fine HUMP!

i shall keep my LOVE a secret ....

卖个馆子！( ah si , issit 错字？)

i wanto blog more la, but bit tired...soon ya folks....

till den, cya.....

ha, i wanto blog abt my ex leh,shit......oops!

hiak hiak hiak

心理变态。。。。。

有时候，总觉得自己心理好变态。。。哈
总喜欢沉浸在很悲伤很悲伤的心情。(SELF -PITY ...You know)
可能是想给自己一个可怜自己的机会。 也可能是沉浸已久的浪漫主义又在不觉之中掘起。

哎呀，人家的华文程度退步了啦。。 看不懂，或瞄到错别字的华文老师们多多包涵哦！

我是个可怜虫吗？
不，我其实还很幸福，我有很多好朋友，很多死党。
一想起这些可爱的姐妹们，真开心。 你们看！
你们是我的绝对SUPERSTAR!

想起他，还是很不甘愿，很不开心，不喜欢落泪。
我不想面对他。

长大了，那么老了。
其实，爱情也不过如此。就好像阿寺说的跟谁在一起终究是一样的。
依旧会淡化，我能挽救那把爱情的火花吗？
我还爱他吗?

有分手后的感觉．．．．．．

真奇怪．

为甚么，感觉就好像刚分手后．
有甚么好心痛的嘛．．．

希望你能看到我写的一切．
我知道你不会．

希望你睡得很好，不知道我在痛．
我知道明天的我就不会哭了．
可是悲伤应该放哪儿．．．

惊喜。。。。

等了很久，才等到今天。
三年了，好不容易啊。

真得那么不值得珍惜吗？

我特地请了假，为了就是能把自己打扮得美美的。
因为平时的我，为了工作，就一直忽略了他。
今早特地到了姐姐的家，做了好好吃的Muffins。
我进步了！
但，我相信此刻的他，一定还没吃到半口。

我真得输了。
感情变得好木纳．不，是我，是我变得好木纳．
今天的我没跟他吵，我只是静静的在等待．
我的惊喜一定在后面．
我不能在今晚发脾气．

我真得真得很失望．
我不能在他的面前哭，他一定会生气．
我只能在这里，对你诉苦．
谢谢你听得到我的心中的雨天．

好一个惊喜．

a shot of my happie day in 2006

@ NYDC, celebratin junz bday beside a xmas tree! its jun junz bday! have not been feelin happie for such a long time oredie.... finallie as we all get so consumed by the daily life routines , we slowly let age outrace us subconsciously. Caught "red-handed" evidence of chaw yee feedin jun jun! adrian scared ant! haaaa, doubt it!=p










check out the starry backgrd, hard to tell we were actuallie all fightin hard with our perspiration!
almost fell in love with chaw yee.............................................................'s camera, totallie haf a slimming effect!

学走路....

Just a quick one here!
cant wait to upload her pics cuz she is learning how to walk when she is onli less than 9 mths old! haa , okie la with the help of a chair but still cool! way to go my baby!
also, for folks that have seen my baby pic, seriously it's such a stark resemblance of me when I was one! a shot of me singing "marikita ya ya singapura sa...." with hair , very little hair standing! haaaa!I shall dig it out n scan it n load it up!
yeah!

don forget my new fav candie eye sharlotte law le qi!

last but nt least i haf to put the beauty of my life now, sharlotte law's pic!
tell me she looks like me k! im okie with that..ha!

somemore to go! reneesz bdae todae!

happie berthdae renee! my dearest mokky yong yong! haaaa! my darlin angel! hope u haf a great bdae! folks check out the top that we bought for her! we are so glad she loved it, way to go ger! u played wonderfullie on the piano on stage! too bad i cant take a pic man!
okie its weird that we r takin pic outside service but who cares la!
check out still gt pastor's pic popping out! haaa!

may all the 25 yr old babies still look as young as 18!

update 一下下。。。哈！

Dear folks, before I kena complain I shall update my blog. haiz sometimes its quite a hassle cuz im a very lazy person. i like to put pictues cuz a picture paints a thousand words, so i don haf to write too much! muhahahahaha! here it goes, first show u all my berthdae pic, long awaited belated bday celebration with my bexties:
3 of us tring so hard to squeeze our fat fat face in the camera, heres the results!
ice-cream bday "cake"haaa.
even @ 25 we still insist on singng the sacred berthdae song!

my lovely ladies.......................ha!

三朵金花..........................