haB()uring on doIn nuThin ha....

hey kinda took 2 days off, doin nuthing, realli practicalli nuthin ha, but somehow there is so much fun for doin this nuthin...well

we are all perverse aint we..?

always whine n bitch abt work yadayayda, yet it occupies so much of our lives that we become so engulfed in them.. subconsciously and willingly enslaves ourselves to such dependency. sigh. human. money. meaning of life. hmm. God knws.

its a farnie thing how i love to disillusion myself.well i guess thats how i stewpigly heal my own wounds. well again tinkin that im undergg some sorta healin therapy..am i? hmm. well nevertheless, i like to nurse myself in the care of disillusion. why am i tokkin abt this.

well once i spoke to my colleagues abt how i miss my honey doggie. THEY JUST TOLD ME HEY SHE IS No LONGER YOUR PUPPY HOR.

again since is my off days i grant honey off too heh! so she is wif me now. hmm.

hmm ever since i gave her away. I kept bringing her out , every 2- 3 weeks. am i guilty of the robbery of her new life? maybe im jus plain selfish. but i don want her to forget me. see disillusion, shd haf jus stop myself fr seein her right.

I cant.

sigh wat to do wif a person like me?

ha back to work tom...darn. cycle begins, gossip, bitchin. politics. figures.emails.shame.

BLEH.(^@^)

lOve at 1st sight, tell me if it exist..

well, does anyone still believe in the LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT..(aka LAFS)
hmm in fact for such a silly person like me, there are many love at 1st sights, ha ex SHOES.
i tink for whole of dis yr, bought 2 pairs of LAFS. seriously, who can explain how i can effect LAFS to shoes ..haha mayb my baby can...

nt sure why i started this, nt LAFS, but maybe to note dwn all the LAFS, all the sweet secrets of mine n share wif all my beloved.

tinkin abt how i met my baby at wongs, quite chessy ya. ha tho i was abit tipsy but yet i tink its LAFS. somehow or rather maybe its the scent of a person...

once , one of my besy fren told me that we humans are actuallie attracted to each others' scent,
well like we all knw each n every individual has their very own unique scent, and when we feel attracted to this particular person, we are actuallie subconsciously attracted to his smell!
cool huh! ha feels like animals tho...we are , aint we ..afterall.

well, i kinda miss dat scent right nw..(T T)