23.11.04

haB()uring on doIn nuThin ha....

hey kinda took 2 days off, doin nuthing, realli practicalli nuthin ha, but somehow there is so much fun for doin this nuthin...well

we are all perverse aint we..?

always whine n bitch abt work yadayayda, yet it occupies so much of our lives that we become so engulfed in them.. subconsciously and willingly enslaves ourselves to such dependency. sigh. human. money. meaning of life. hmm. God knws.

its a farnie thing how i love to disillusion myself.well i guess thats how i stewpigly heal my own wounds. well again tinkin that im undergg some sorta healin therapy..am i? hmm. well nevertheless, i like to nurse myself in the care of disillusion. why am i tokkin abt this.

well once i spoke to my colleagues abt how i miss my honey doggie. THEY JUST TOLD ME HEY SHE IS No LONGER YOUR PUPPY HOR.


again since is my off days i grant honey off too heh! so she is wif me now. hmm.

hmm ever since i gave her away. I kept bringing her out , every 2- 3 weeks. am i guilty of the robbery of her new life? maybe im jus plain selfish. but i don want her to forget me. see disillusion, shd haf jus stop myself fr seein her right.

I cant.

sigh wat to do wif a person like me?

ha back to work tom...darn. cycle begins, gossip, bitchin. politics. figures.emails.shame.

BLEH.(^@^)

2 comments:

Xiaoxin (小心) said...

Hey babe! Ah si here reading your blog liao! ;p
I always thought that it is absolutely necessary to know where you are heading to and find meaning in your life rather than sweating out at work everyday losing what is most important to u or rather, more important to u... Remember to be more optimistic yah? Anyway, i miss Honey too! I guess my mummy will miss honey too! ;p

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Xiaoxin (小心) said...

By the way, can i link yr blog to mine? Hee!

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